You were off the road for a while. What were you doing? How was it to be off the road for so long after so many years of touring all the time?
It was awesome. It was great! I would have never chosen it. You know, I was forced into it by this tendonitis problem that Ive developed, so I guess I have my hand and my wrist to thank for what ended up being the best decision Ive made in a long time. My hand didnt totally heal, but the rest of me did. I didnt realize how much I needed a break. Just not being on the road, and not being public property for a while, was really good for my spirit
Do you miss it now that youre back?
Well I have a better balance going on. I dont do long tours. Im not out all the time. Ill go out for a couple of weeks at a time and then I come home and, again, that pace was dictated by the hand. But its really working for me. As a folksinger and a storyteller its really hard to stand on stage night after night for a month and have anything to say to anybody. That sort of grind makes doing what I do extra hard. So to go out for shorter tours and feel more refreshed and more excited to be onstage is really nice for me.
I was thinking, you know, Im a folksinger too coming off tour is always this mindf**k sitting in your living room, coming to terms with the fact that youre gonna wake up in the same place tomorrow. How is that transition for you going from your last show to kind of, okay, Im not on tour anymore.
Yeah the transitions are really the hardest. Once your on the road and youre out there, you kind of acclimate to it. And when youre home, after a while, you acclimate. But its the transition thats so hard. Yeah, I would definitely dread leaving for every tour. It just felt like it was such a chore. Then you get home and, for a few days, youre just lost. Nobody knows youre home, so the phone doesnt ring, you cant remember who you are or what you do. So, but, um, that sort of extended time home, I guess I found I got to a peace that I couldnt get to in a week between tours.
Lets talk more about Reprieve, which is such a great record. The last couple of records have been a little more relationship struggle sort of songs. But this is more political why was that, aside from the obvious?
Well the obvious prevails I guess I was dealing with a lot of personal stuff for years. I had a pile of poop to shovel. And once thats cleared away, you have time to think about other things other than ugh what have I done. Im happier now, which means I have more room in myself to give energy to things outside of myself, and to write political material, aside from trying to work out my personal s**t.
Something Ive heard come up a lot lately among songwriters is, can songs change peoples minds anymore? Where are the protest singers, considering whats going on now?
I have a friend you know Hammel on Trial? Yeah hes awesome and inspirational. It really feels good to have him out in the world writing political songs. He was at the Folk Alliance recently. Hes just getting onto the folk circuit after so many years of playing in rock bars, and hes like what the f**k is this folk music? Where are the protest songs? Hes feeling like the Last of the Mohicans out there trying to make political change through music. Its an incongruously quiet time for political song, given the political crisis were all facing.
And given the fact that all the songwriters are kind of united on the fact that they dont like it.
Yeah, right I mean um yeah I forgot your original question.
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So did I. Oh, can songs change peoples minds anymore?
Um sure. I dont think songs are magic. I dont think you could write the perfect song and change the world. But everything contributes. We all have opportunities to change peoples minds, and I think a lot of that is cumulative. You have to hear alternative voices a lot sometimes for something to sink in, for there to be a shift. As songwriters we should be speaking up. But everybody, in whatever their work, has an opportunity to speak up. I think its that cumulative effect that will put all of us together to make that change.
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